Me MySeLf & Me...

its kindof really really late...im not sleepy yet..so decided to waste some time blogging randomly...
im listing as many things about me as i can remember rite now...

1)Im a capricornian...typical one pretty much....
2)im a dreamer...big dreamer...someone very close to me once said...dream deep coz every dream precedes a goal
3)My favourite colour is ReD (currently im obsessed with red ....i really mean obsessed when i use the word...)but otherwise i like black heaps...
4)i love beaches...the water...sea kindof attracts me...in a wierd way...hard to explain...
5)i love mens perfume....well dnt get ideas...but i really like...
6)i imagine myself doin something totally different from what im stuck in rite now...
7)i failed in a unit purposely once just to prove some silly point....
8)im really lazy...i plan to do a lot..but lazyness is getting in the way....
9)im an only child...not spoilt though...
10)i have had glasses since year 11 but never really wore them at all....untill i got my contacts...
11)i have difficulty buying shoes for myself..i hav ekindof small-ish feet...mostly have to preorder....
12)i love being lost in my own world most of the time...imagining all sorts of things i wish would happpen in real life...
13)i like boiled broccholi....
14)i hate milk....but love cheese and ice scream..we all do...im a caffiene addict...
15)i have a fetish for shoes...and dresses...
16) i have phases when i have fixations for different things...been through hair ties..pens...jewelry...
17) i aim to own 365+ earrings sooon enough...already have close to a 100
18)i have spent a whole 15 hours some day watching tv nonstop...stopping only when my mom snatched the remote out of my hands...
19)i scream and chuck thigns around to release tension at times...when im really reallly really angry about something...(doesnt happen to often)
20)i cant whistle in tune....wish i cld..tht would be cool
21)i manage to get chapped lips...pretty often..i keep licking them all the time...
22)if i could do whatever i want..i wld be in the medical proffesion...
23) im obssessed with doctors...
24)i have certain wild fantasies about about certain things...dnt ask me what...
25)wish to get a tatoo and another piercing done some day...
26)have decided the names of my kids...if i ever have them...
27)i love photography...would like to pursue it out of interest some day...
28)im obssessed with the irish accent...sounds so cuteeeee....
29)my major obssession is with the language french...or as a matter of fact nethign to do with france....
30)if i could live newhere in the world apart from my native place..i would pick paris...no doubt...
31)i have always wished i had a sibling..an older bro....
32)i would love to learn to play the piano....
33)whenever i am sad or feel down...i feel like doin something extreme...
34)i would love to go bungee jumping ,para sailing, and scuba diving(at the great barrier reef) someday...the lists actually pretty long...
35)i fall for people who have a nice voice...nd r great at expressing themselves...
36)i have had horrible choices in men...as far as past record says...damn..never found someone i reallllly like....still looking...!!!
37)never used to listen to my teachers in classs....
38)im a big chatterbox...cant live without talking...my schoool report books can vouch for that...(teachers cribbed about how i talked too much in class)
39)i have a sweet tooth...a pakka bangali at heart...but hate rassogollas...
40)would love to elope and get married without neone in the world knowing....
41)in love with gerard butler currrently....
42) im a wusss...i cry heaps when i see emotional stuff in films...hence never wear eye make up to the cinemas...
43)i dont like being by myself for too long....
44)always need to be given enough attention by people...
45)really like it when people say i look prettty...
46)can be a psycho when im angry...which isnt too often again...
47)hate it when people waste food....makes my blood boil...
48)love my food when it has heaps of meat in it....
49)am pretty adventourous when it comes to trying food...nd other things tooo....!!!
50)i would love to be part of a detective agensy snooping around...
51)if i could have ne wish granted i would love to be able to have the power to bend time and space...like Hiro nakamura...(courtesy Heroes)
52)i love watching animation films...i try and convince everyone around me to join me in...i can be very persistent..
53)i hate being addicted to things...well i dnt really get addicted easily...
54) i have lectured guys ( pretty much all smoking-guys i know)about y they should quit smoking...nd at times drinking too...i actually bug the hell out of them..
55)i push away people if they get too close to me...i love having my personal space at all times...
56)i am a masochist...well not totally...but can be...hang on im not a psycho ...
57)i love losing myself in the world of films...
58)said things i meant from the core of my heart...but mistaken for something else..
59)felt for someone so deeply..but was unsure abt how to establish somethign out of it....
60) broken a couple of hearts...well didnt intend to but.....it just happened...
61)seen a complete solar and lunar eclipse...
62)have had recurrent nightmares about being out in public...in the nude..i mean having forgotten to put on ne clothes at all....SO Freaky...
63)gotten drunk...coz i was sad and bored..and angry with someone...
64)always had laughing fits...when i fall and hurt myself..or people around me meet the same fate...i just cant stop laughing...
65)been in the middle of a food fight in high sckool...
66)would love to date a random charming stranger....i imagine them a lot...dnt get wrong ideas...lol
67)danced with stranger(s)...on a new years eve...nd cdnt even recollect what he looked like the next morning...
68)stolen from a shop..just to see if i could get away with it...
69)made elaborate lies and lied through my teeth...to random people...on the train
70)slept through an entire day....i mean actually slept for like 19 hours...
71)pretended myself in bollywood sequences...
72)danced in a heavy downpour...
73)bitched about someone...and discovered minutes later...the bitcheee was overhearing my conversation the entire time...
74)been misunderstood by so many random people....who don't know me bloody well enough...
75)seen a baby delivery...in a public hospital....
76)experimented with food...nd ended up being disgusted with whatever the hell i had eaten...
77)one such instance was that of me being disgusted...eating raw oyesters...nd clams...
78)im mortally terrified of insects of all kinds....
79)strangely attracted to snakes...well not attracted..but i think they a kool creatures...
80)been depressed ...and actually liked it for a while....
81)have had few fashion disasters...over a span of 4 days...dnt ask me what...
82)admitted to a moron...more of a Bastard of a kind..that i had a crush on him...damn..i cant bilieve i said it...
83)bit of a dare devil....done things just coz my friends bet i couldn't do something...
84)walked over a live cockroach...eooowww...
85)purposely avoided answering phone cals coz i didt feel like communicating for a whole 2 days...
86)experimented with food preparations and ..it actually turned out well...
87)have liked someone somewhere for a while...but didnt know how to bring it up....DaMn!!!
88)been asked out by a homosexual....individual...
89)have had bad hair days....
90)have not seen the native animals in this country ..even though i have been around for a long time...
91)plan to learn French at least start classes before the end of this year...
92)walked into people too many times....did it 6 times today itself...
93)eaten almost raw fish in a sushi...
94)have had crushes on people...only to get over them..when i got to know its mutual...
95)fear i mite die young...coz of various reasons...
96)cant do a certain swift pen trick...with my fingers..i have tried heaps...and given up
97)i talk a lot in my sleep..actually have ful on monologues...with laughter..and exclaimations...and everything...
98)have spent hell of a lot of money on..clothes....
99)cant sleep without holding on to something....usually my cushion...
100)caught staring at people....and hapened to meet eyes with the staree...
101)led on people in certain ways....and felt bad about it later on....
102)felt happy about myself after doing something good...immensely happy....
103)think drawing or painting can be major stress release....have to start on that soon enough...
104)wish to witness a bItCh fite so badly....its funny lol....
105)sometimes wondered/wanted to have a handsome obssessed stalker (the type shah rukh khan played in Darr)....
106)been in way too many embarrasing situations....

phew thats a lot of things i typed up...enough of this....man..i just made up nonsense all this while...boY am i bored...
signing offf....